8 days to go! I'm counting. I really miss Michael so much and it hurts. I so need him. It's a quite hard time for my family right now. My uncle has cancer and is in a really bad state. He's in hospital and is probably gonna die there. He's too weak to go home again. I visited him yesterday and it was just so sad. He looks like a scarecrow and I think it's so unworthy to just lie there and wait for the death. I'm probably gonna see him today as well. The hospital is very close to where I live and I want to be there for him, even if it's hard. I'm so glad that Michael is supporting me. It means lots to me. But as I said, I so want him here. And now it's just 8 days left. Thank God!

Bella