My poor baby

I am so angry and upset at the stess the hospital put on my baby Bella. It was inhuman and they totally misdiagnosed her from the start. She went through so much stress for no reason, and I feel so guilty that I was not with her. These past 2 days have been so hard for me, but so much harder for my baby. We both hate hospitals and I know that this experience just enhanced that hate for both of us.

I am so thankful that she is home now, and cant wait to hold her in my arms. I love her so so much.

Michael

Thank you Michael!

I have had the most wonderful and amazing 3 weeks here in Israel together with Michael. I am so thankful and happy! He must be the most beautiful and generous person in the whole world. We have been to The Dead Sea, Jerusalem and Eilat - amazing places. In Jerusalem we went on a tour with Michael's friend Dave who is a guide. That was very intresting! So now I know a little more about history, jews and Jesus.

The Dead Sea was great (as usual). Very relaxing! We stayed in a very nice hotel and were lying by the pool almost all the time, apart from when we were playing table tennis. Eilat was also great! Very, very hot though. We stayed there for 5 days and I enjoyed every minute!

We came back to Tel Aviv last Tuesday and havn't done much since. I am ill and have had such bad stomach cramps. We went to the doctor today and I got antibiotics. I really hope the medication works, cause my flight back to Sweden is 7 a.m. tomorrow morning. And I really don't want to feel as bad as I do now then ... It's just a shame that this awesome trip is gonna end like this.

Ps. The ring I've got from Michael is so so beautiful! 

Bella

Engaged to Beautiful Bella

Only 6 months together, but we know we want to spend the rest of our lives together. Being engaged just feels so right.

We have just come back from an amazing time in Eilat, and Bella is so tanned, she looks Indian.


We are so excited about going back to India and seeing alot of our friends. And i am so excited about being back in Sweden with my baby, and having lots of time to write my book.


Michael

Wo ai ne

Jag alskar dig Michael!

Bella

An amazing day

5 hours, I am so so happy.





Michael

The Sun will come out tomorrow

My baby is only a day away.

I didn't think these 4 weeks would be as hard as they have. But enough complaining, its time to celebrate. We are gonna have the most amazing time, always, forever!

Michael

Tomorrow it's 4 weeks since Michael left me in Sweden

I'm going to Israel tomorrow - for three weeks! It's just amazing. I miss Michael so so much, it's gonna be great seeing him again. I'm sure we are gonna have an amazing time together. As usual. Today it's my last day at uni. And tonight I'm going out for dinner with mum, Jo and grandma. The weather here is so nice. But I'm sure the weather in Israel is even nicer. I'm so happy that me and Michael are gonna spend almost all summer together. We are just so lucky. 

Bella